I've been thinking for weeks now, wondering where my time goes and what my life has brought me to in the past few years. I think about this blog and how I really just didn't embrace it. I'll be honest, I wasn't ready at the time and I'm still not sure I'll ever be one of those people who can blog daily.
The past fews years have been a struggle, to say the least. So many changes have occured, and overall, I'm a happier person now that we are thru it. I think I have my priorities straight. I think doesn't sound overall like a commitment, but life changes and you have to roll with it. That has been my lesson.
Last year I gave myself the word "permission". It was permission to create, lash out, cry, feel, make decisions, etc. This year my word is free and so I am trying to live it - again going with the moment, enjoying each experience as it comes to me and the freedom to say "I don't want to when" I don't want to do something.
My house is a bit more messy and I haven't truly crafted in a while. I've spent the past two years trying to get the room into a new place and it's good. It's coming along. I'm making tweeks to where things are, what makes sense for my workstyle. basically, like any relationship, working at it. I had to fall in love again with this hobby of mine. In the meantime I'm volunteering and filling up my heart with things that make me happy.
As for scrapbooking, I purged a bunch of supplies and I'm still sorting thru others. I'm categorizing and simplifying. It feels good. I think I'm almost there.....wish me luck and hopefully I'll have something posted soon.
